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Driving Canada to Cleanse my Son of Meth and Fentanyl August 14, 2024

Join my Son, Zachary and I as we Adventure him To Sobriety. We will be making new memories and escaping the environment and people enabling his addiction. We beging our Journey in Fort McMurray, AB, where Rosetta was born and raised. You can watch for our Lives and Posts of our Adventure to Purification and Health on the social media links below.

We are traveling to share knowledge, to assist in Service to Others while providing Zachary an escape from his Friends and environment, Giving him new Memories to Dilute the only ones that he has been creating while using consuming this poison for over ten years already.

With my eduation in Buddhism, Yoga, Anatomy, Trauma, Meditation, Breathwork, Mental and Physical Health among many other skills and Knowledge, I will be the Best Possible Company for my Son.

I am Driven by God and realize that we ARE living our Life right now. So any moment with my Child is a Gift to make Beautiful Memories. My Goal is to Make Beautiful Memories with my Son regardless of the Outcome while sharing with others the Unfiltered Truth about Addiction and our Loved ones to create more Compassion and Education, through sharing live, first hand experiences.

I do not know much about Drug addiction and the transition to Sobriety, so this should be a memorable and intriguing journey that will bring my closer to my Son and I invite you in, to our Sacred Space, with the Goal of Alleviating Pain and Suffering through Sharing.

So, with Lots of Patience, Infinite Love, Limited Understanding and Zero abiilty to Give up, I begin my Journey.

God Bless you.

Thank you for Your Love and Support.

Rosetta

(and Zack)

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Dec 25, 2024

Today I felt all alone and wanted to let Ty sleep in at Tawaw and got depressed and never picked him up until the afternoon, but it was too late. He was caught at 1230pm smoking meth in his room and got a 3 day suspension. Woohoo! he got to stay home with me and I was able to feed and clothe him. I was able to get him to shower so it was a success considering he left for two days with flip flops in snow without letting me know so I made a missing person report but he was found as soon as i sent it. He was found at Tawaw Housing but was banned an additional 10 days to bring him to January 8th, but he does not want to stay with me which is why he leaves and doesnt come back, so that he can do meth. He repeatedly says he does not want to but it is the only thing that makes the pain go away and the feeling of wanting to end his Life which is SCARY for a mother. He has been leaving these types of notes around for years so I fought to get him psychiatric appointments, counselors, therapists, psychologists and even Boarding school to keep him safe and clean. It has been never ending and with my Youngest, I tried as best I could to protect her from the damaging effects of his behaviour since age 8, unknowing that it was due to the introduction of Meth by his Best Friend at age 15. This Friend is working and sober and successful. As a Mother it is a challenge to Forgive and not be Angry. When he is home and not on his meds, he converses angrily with the Demons in his head. Interestingly, when I was stuck in the snow, he got out and pushed and problem solved and there was no voices for the duration. As I have Stated before, Distraction is Powerful. It Diminishes the Hold something has upon us. So, After accidentally smashing his pipe on the floor and stepping on meth that spilled on the floor the following day, I must adhere to the decision that Drug Use is Absolutely Prohibited in my Home, much like Our Father. We Can Not Enter the Kingdom in Heaven when we are Impure, and Dirty. We are Bringing Filth into the Home, into our Safe Space. We are subjecting Children to unsafe behaviours and poison. The more that I slack in this Position, the more that the Sickness grows and Wins. I am Fighting for the Soul of my Son. Whom does not deserve to be in this pain and suffering. My Heart Breaks. I encouraged him to travel with me and constantly give him Goals and Opportunities to Gain new Skills and Knowledge to Boost his Self Esteen. I Remind him of Healthy Behaviours. It is Cold outside.

His Behaviour has him suspended from his room where he is allowed to be a drug user, where he gets holed up in the dark and he can play unhealthy music and video games.

I can not allow him to live with me as he is frightening to others when not on medications and when using Drugs.

I can not give him Keys because he brings Homeless drug addicts home with him. I can not stay at home all day, in case he comes home. I can not leave him home alone to go to the store or anything.

When asked if he wants to get Clean, he is determined not to because the Pain is too much. So I plant more seeds reminding him that the pain is temporary but excruciating much like digging out a glass sliver from our heel. It is going to Hurt like Heck but the Pain is proof the demons are leaving and they will lie to you to make you believe that the pain wont ever stop, to get you to succumb and give in and continue to use. I know that I am getting through. I also know that I am not perfect. I am human and am exhausted because I have no one to talk to about this.

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Thank you so Much for Your Love and Support.

Remember, you are NOT alone, many people are suffering with you. We know what you are going through and want you to witness the effects of Addiction and the Strength and willpower we need to be able to bring our Children back home.

God Bless you Today and Always,

Rosetta

(and Zack)

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WELCOME to THE WAY to Salvation from Pain and Suffering!

You have made it this far on your Journey and it is a pivotal point to your Growth. You now get to Choose to use your Free WIll to make Progress, or choose to Continue Reaping Pain and Suffering to your self and others through your choices.

You are Resilient, Strong and Powerful. There is nothing that can stop you from who you are Destined to become, except your Self through your Limiting Beliefs.

I am here to share the same messages as Jesus Christ, the same messages to Guide you to Ascension, Evolution and Health. They are Messages of Truth, Health, Critical Thinking and Integrity that all Align with God and what is for your Highest Good.

It is up to you to take these Tools and use them to Progress you on your Journey.

Are you Ready?

Blessings of Encouragement,

Rosetta Joanne

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